I have to say that today has been a struggle. I have had to work hard to stay on top of those "bad thoughts". Having had a lovely weekend visiting my late hubby's family, I have slipped into guilt easily. Moving forward, ironically a strong topic of conversation with my friends in Blenheim Park, is not always that straightforward.
However work hard I have...
I also enjoyed the walk home with the Menace and his friend and the giggles at the random things they picked up. I was nervous about the postcard from his friend on the French trip he wanted to go on, but didn't, but this did not cause a reaction, only one in me!
Sometimes it is my own fear of reaction that is the problem, not the thing I am dwelling on!
I am also happy to have blinds on the window again!